One Hundred Days

One hundred days ago I began a daily practice of photographing my horses.

ponies in the morning

One hundred days. Who’da thunk it?

Something interesting happened during that time…

ponies in the morning

I fell in love with Lana.

ponies in the morning

With Saki.

ponies in the morning

With Jasmine.

Fell in love with them all over again. Let my heart open up to them once more. Even tho they’re old and will break it soon enough.

I no longer worry about being vulnerable because I’m learning to EXPERIENCE the present. To embrace what is, RIGHT NOW. Including me, at this stage of my life, gray hair and all.

ponies in the morning

One hundred days and an iphone…who’da thunk it?

 

 

An Overabundance

Of Lana Love.

She totally hogged the camera today. Pinned her ears back and gave Saki the look, the one that said step back, this is my time with Mama. And then she posed. And posed. She’s liking the sound of the shutter, I guess.  So I snapped away. So many photos to choose from, too many for FaceBook so I’m sharing a few more of them here.

Enjoy!

ponies in the morning

 First came the Conversation. Hello dearie. How’re you doing? Let me wipe those crusties from your eyes.

ponies in the morning

Then came the kiss. A little pony smoochin’.

ponies in the morning

Followed by the oh-so-serious Pony Forehead Meld, similar to, but not as powerful as, the Vulcan Mind Meld.

ponies in the morning

Which morphed into this, my FAVORITE, the one that simply looking at makes me feel centered and calm. I heart this photo, oh, indeed I do.

Technical Stuff:

These are all taken by moi using an iphone 4. I just hold the camera up and out and snap away. And away and away and away. With any luck, there’s something worth keeping. There usually is, or at least something I can salvage in editing. The arty effects in today’s photos were created using Aquarella.

Life Goes On

“Nature often holds up a mirror so we can see more clearly the ongoing processes

of growth, renewal, and transformation in our lives.”

Author Unknown

apple blossom

First apples blossoms of the season

Two years ago today we buried Mama’s ashes within a circle of moss covered rocks in the oak grove where the deer bed down.

It’s where she wanted to be.

We took Daddy down from the hutch and placed his ashes beside her. Then we covered them with earth from the forest floor and marked the spot with another great rock.

Family and friends planted Vinca around the grave. Some tears. Some laughter. A whole lot of numbness.

Then we walked up to her house, just a few yards away, and sat on the patio eating and drinking and telling stories. There was beer involved. And chocolate. 

Mama would’ve liked that. Daddy would’ve too, especially the beer.

Two years later the Vinca has grown and spread. I walk by the oak grove every day on my way to and from the barn. Sometimes I stop and say hi. Sometimes the chimes that we hung ring out with the wind. Or without it.

Someone else lives in the cottage now. 

And it’s all good. Because life goes on.

Hear Me World

 

“I owe it all to art books, chocolates and young men”

Artist Beatrice Wood, when asked the secret to her longevity. Her most productive years were between the ages of 80-105

 

Whoot Beatrice! My kind of woman!!! Handsprings and black flips My. Kind. Of. Woman!

Because I’m gonna be a kick-ass old lady myself. Yes indeed, I surely am.

I come from a line of women who are direct descendants of the Energizer Bunny. They keep on going and going and going until their batteries run out somewhere around the century mark.

Barring unforeseen circumstance, like Kim what’s-his-face throwing a temper tantrum with a nuclear warhead or maybe a meteorite landing on top of my head, I plan on hanging around for quite some time. 

But not just hanging around.

I plan on BEING here. 

Painting. Writing. CREATING. Dancing. LOVING. Moving. Laughing. Learning. And GROWING.

Making  a damn good time of it.

There will be chocolate involved. Family and good friends. And when I finally cross over, I pray it’s with a smile on my face and paint under my nails.

Oh, and that novel I haven’t finished? It’s not too late. Beatrice published her first in her late 80s. The first of four under her own name. There were others published under the psudonym Countess Lola Screwvinsky. Screwvinsky? Hmmmm…methinks Beatrice was a kickass old lady herself.